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默默的追求
    天堂的所在……
       却突然发现
           原来,心,已在天堂的边缘……
               只是,总感觉
                   似乎还缺少了一些什么……
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-10-15 23:12

    
     看着眼前落下来的她,流星般飞翔着的梦,一次次打断,一次次回到现实...,梦也是现实,只是,梦是过去......
     
     眼前的她和当年的她真的太像了...,除了她比她年轻,她比她更漂亮...,激灵灵打了个寒颤,我终于定了定心,从胸前掏出了一个猪头形状的镜子。将镜面朝向她,我念动起了咒语:猪头猪头,般若菠萝蜜蜜...... 
      
     一道白光闪过,镜子里,一个呱呱哭着的女婴出现在我的面前...,一身金光笼罩着她,让她显得那么安详而尊贵...,三个一般大小的和人类差不多的头,六条细长的小腿,白嫩的皮肤......,我知道,这是眼前的她,刚出生时的样子...,与现在似乎有天壤之别...
     
     我继续念动着咒语,镜子里,闪动着她出生后发生的一切...,当然,这里面,也有我的一些镜头......

     于是,看着镜子,我的梦,又开始了,流光,溢彩......那挥之不去的阴影,让我触目却也成就了我...


 
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-10-08 23:54

   
   看着眼前的她,我突然笑了,却也同时悲哀...
   
   笑,因为她实在脱俗与美丽,人,神,几千几万年来,我似乎已经全然见过,却从来没有如此完美的...
   悲哀,同样因为她的脱俗与美丽,如果她更早一些出现,我会不会更少一些那样让我痛苦的回忆...??荷马会不会需要重新写他的史诗?...
   或许,即使她现在出现,而荷马依然老去的时候,我也该为她写一些东西,补上荷马史诗的遗漏了...,而这遗漏,居然让我追寻了五百个世纪... 
 
   赫拉(宙斯的妻子)、雅典娜(女战神)、阿佛烙狄忒(女爱神),这三个可谓倾城的美女在我的梦里,首先站到眼前...,我还清楚的记得,她们在特洛伊城郊的小树林里为了争夺那个写着"送给最漂亮的女神"的苹果是的面红耳赤...,
   
   当时,我正在她们旁边的一颗树上摘果子吃,那时的我实在太小,也并没有什么本领,于是,并没有引起她们注意...
   那时,争论中的她们似乎并不漂亮,女人似乎都是这样...,那时,如果眼前飞来的她也在,我几乎可以确定,她们不会在争论,因为,她们知道,这只苹果,应该给眼前的她...

   但是...


 
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-10-08 22:51

    眼前的她,越飞,越近...
   心中的梦,越走,越远...
   
   顷刻间,我的梦,仿佛经历了几个世纪的轮回...
   
   似乎已经猜到了一点什么,因为她和她太像...    
   我终于不能抑制,又回到了那永远不想回忆却不可抗拒的时刻... 
   
   长矛、利剑、坚盾...
   鲜血、死尸、头颅...
   雷鸣、电闪、河啸...
   美女、俊男、温存...
   苹果、诺言、悲剧...

   一个个意念,在我的眼前,不停的闪过...
   我终于抱紧了头,用尽力量去梳理这一切...

   那时候,我还是一只很小而且并不起眼的猪头,悠游在那个世界的我,本无虑无忧,却怎奈目睹了那一切...
   从此,我的生命从一个世界走上另一个世界...


   也因此,我似乎认识眼前飞来的她...




 
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-10-07 14:09

   
   暗夜,静坐。
   突然,一股暗香涌动,提了提自己一向引以为自豪的嗅觉灵敏的长长鼻子,我——三月猪头,确信有一物体飞来...
   人类,无法感知...
   九月的深秋,似乎有一点冷意,然在这香气中,我似乎进入了一种梦境,到了遥远的地方... 
    
   嫩寒锁梦因秋冷?
   芳气袭人是暗香?
   
   香气愈发浓烈了,我分明已经看到空中一个娇美的天使,正掠过...
   只见她:一身飘浮着的白衣,肌骨莹透,腮凝新荔,鼻腻鹅脂,俊眼修眉,顾盼神飞。三条凡人般修长的腿,搭在四只翅膀上面,似是一种娇羞,又尽显优雅。四只美比凤凰的翅膀,伸展开,足以遮风闭月...
   翅膀,飞舞着,她,飞翔着,我的梦,继续着...
   
   梦之所以继续,因为我确认曾经见过这样一个影子...
    
   她不是人,了无尘埃,她是天使,却似乎比天使更美丽...

   也曾读过希腊神话,也曾看过荷马史诗,今年人类拍演的那部troy,更是让我找回了一些过去...

   我的梦,继续着,突然,眼前闪过一道白光,哦,原来她是...




 
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-09-28 11:59


    中秋,中午..
    第八个在外面的中秋节了...
    似乎已经习惯,在这个日子里,独自对月,偶尔饮一杯,静静的坐在窗台,没有心跳,没有思考...,即使其中的几个中秋,有gf或者朋友的陪伴,也依然,不忘寻找这样一段时间...。只是,一直不知道,静坐着的时候,泪是否在流...... 
 
     松树的泪水
     流下来
     化成了亿年不变的琥珀....
     却不奢望亿年
     只希望
     如果我也流泪了
     那么
     让一滴
     流到明月中
     幻成月华
     在这样的日子
     照在妈妈的手里
    
     另一滴
     流在我爱的和爱我的人的心里

     不要呆太久
     只要
     一万年....


 
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-09-21 00:09

Hu takes over top military post


Updated:2004-09-20 09:03

  Hu Jintao succeeded Jiang Zemin as chairman of the Central Military Commission (CMC) of the Communist Party of China (CPC) at the Fourth Plenum of the 16th CPC Central Committee, which just concluded in Beijing Sunday, September 19.


Hu Jintao, chairman of the Central Military Commission of the Communist Party of China. [Xinhua]

  The four-day plenum approved Hu, 61, also general secretary of the CPC Central Committee and president of China, to take over the CMC chairmanship after accepting Jiang's resignation. Jiang, 78, had held the CPC's top military position since November 1989.

  The plenum also approved Xu Caihou, 61, as CMC vice-chairman.

  Jiang, after serving as general secretary of the CPC Central Committee for 13 years, bowed out of the Party Central Committee at the 16th CPC National Congress held in Beijing in November 2002.He went on to relinquish the state presidency he had held for 10 years at the annual full session of the National People's Congress, China's top legislature, in March 2003. Hu took over both positions.


Jiang Zemin, former chairman of the Central Military Commission of the Communist Party of China. [Xinhua]

  Hu and Jiang appeared together Sunday afternoon at a meeting with all participants of the plenum. The two shook hands cordially, triggering an outburst of loud applause from all present.

  In his short yet emotional speech, Jiang first thanked the Party Central Committee for accepting his resignation from the post of CMC chairman, and then extended "heartfelt gratitude" to all comrades of the Party for their support for him all these years.

  "I hope that everyone will work hard and keep advancing under the leadership of the Party Central Committee with Comrade Hu Jintao as general secretary," said Jiang. "I'm convinced that our Party's cause will witness more and bigger victories!"

  Hu paid homage to Jiang for his "outstanding contribution to the Party, the state and the people," and thanked Jiang for his "support and assistance" to the new central collective leadership of the Party.

  "We will definitely live up to the trust of the entire Party and people of all ethnic groups across the country, hold high the great banners of Deng Xiaoping Theory and the Important Thought of Three Represents,...unite together and work hard to further push forward the cause of socialism with Chinese characteristics," Hu pledged.

  According to a communique released after the closing of the plenum, "the plenum unanimously agreed that this (Hu's becoming CMC chairman) is conducive to upholding the fundamental principle and system of the Party's absolute leadership over the military, and is also conducive to the strengthening of the military's revolutionization, modernization and regularization process."

  The communique also noted that the plenum had "highly evaluated Comrade Jiang Zemin's outstanding contributions to the Party, the state and the people."


President Hu Jintao (left) and Jiang Zemin shake hands at the Fourth Plenum of the 16th CPC Central Committee in Beijing September 19, 2004. At the meeting, Hu succeeded Jiang Zemin as chairman of the Central Military Commission of the Communist Party of China. [Xinhua]

  "In the 13 years from the Fourth Plenum of the 13th CPC Central Committee to the 16th CPC National Congress, under the extremely complicated international and domestic situation, the third-generation central collective leadership of the Party with Comrade Jiang Zemin at the core had held high the great banner of Deng Xiaoping Theory, unswervingly adhered to the Party's basic lines, rallied and led the entire Party and people of all ethnic groups across the country ... to score remarkable achievements in pushing forward the cause of socialism with Chinese characteristics," the communique said.

  In the past 15 years as he served as the CMC chairman, the communique said, Jiang had "grasped the development trends of new military reforms in the world with his great insight" and had enriched the army building ideas of Mao Zedong and Deng Xiaoping to "found the Jiang Zemin thought for national defense and army building."

  "Under his leadership, (China's) national defense and army modernization process had achieved tremendous success," it added.

  The communique also highly praised Jiang for founding the "Important Thought of Three Represents" after pooling the wisdom of the entire Party.

  "The Important Thought of Three Represents is the latest outcome of the localization of Marxism in China, as well as a fundamental guideline for the realization of the magnificent goal of building a relatively affluent society in an all-round way," said the communique.

  "It (the Three Represents thought) must be implemented in all areas of China's socialist modernization drive and be reflected in all aspects of Party building," it added.

  In a letter to the Political Bureau of the CPC Central Committee dated Sept. 1, Jiang formally requested to resign the CMC chairmanship, saying that he "had always looked forward to the complete retirement from leading positions" for the good of the long-term development of the cause of the Party and the people.

  "Practice has proved that the central collective leadership elected at the Party's 16th National Congress and the First Plenum of the 16th Party Central Committee is able and competent, and can stand the test of reform, opening-up and complicated situation," said Jiang in the letter, adding that he had decided to resign after "meticulous consideration."

  Jiang proposed in his letter that Hu take over the CMC chairmanship, saying that "Comrade Hu Jintao is absolutely qualified for this post" and that "this is also conducive to upholding the fundamental principle and system of the Party's absolute leadership over the military."

  He said he would also submit a request to the National People's Congress (NPC), China's top legislature, for resignation from the post of chairman of the Central Military Commission of the People's Republic of China.

  Jiang also said in he would "always give allegiance to the cause of the Party and the state" and "always be a loyal member of the Chinese Communist Party".

  A decision passed at the plenum regarding the acceptance of Jiang's resignation said that Jiang's move had "fully displayed his foresight about the development of the cause of the Party and the state," and "his broad-mindedness as a true Communist."

  The document also noted that since the First Plenum of the 16thCPC Central Committee at which Jiang was asked to stay as the Party's military chief, Jiang had "given full support to the work of the Party's new central collective leadership with Comrade Hu Jintao as general secretary," and had "whole-heartedly performed the duty bestowed on him by the Party Central Committee."





 
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-07-28 23:54

     当一个人,拥有了太多的被爱的机会的时候,他或她往往不会好好对待某一分感情,因为他或她,似乎觉得,被爱原来如此简单……而当真正属于自己的那份爱,悄然消失了的时候,才发现,一切,都已经太晚…… 
     当一个人拥有勒太多的爱别人的经历的时候,他或她同样似乎会麻木,他或她或许会想:爱一个人,原来如此简单,直到自己真正爱着的那个人,无声的离去的时候,才发现,一切,都已经太晚……
     或许,这就是人的可笑与可爱……,不,应该是可悲之处……
     敲打出这样的文字,心中,说不出的感觉。只有告诉自己:无论是爱或者被爱,都要好好的善待,正如彩色糖的梦说的,无论是花还是蝴蝶,都要活出自己的精彩,并忠诚于这份精彩……


 
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-07-25 01:44

       敲打着键盘,是在录入两年前为一位朋友写的“不品诗无以言”,同时,觉得可笑,那时候,觉得“不品诗无以言”,如今,两年多过去,我真正读过了多少诗?于是怀疑,自己是否应该保持沉默或者甚至反省一下自己了?
       喝着橙汁,并让自己融化在这橙黄色里,渐远,消失。好久没有敢喝咖啡,这样的夏天,真的很怕,喝了咖啡之后,会整夜无法入睡……
       看着桌子上摆着的单词书和听力材料,夜深了,我该寻找那份属于自己的静谧……


 
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-07-25 01:17

   
     从孔老夫子“不学诗无以言”,到今天文学艺术的门类纷繁芜杂,甚至物欲的洪流冲击的人们头脑已经容不下什么是“诗”,这强大的反差,映照出了诗歌走过的盛与衰。不止一次的听到有人说:“诗,已经过时了。”然而,任何人——任何有情趣的人,都知道。要想陶冶自己的性情,提高思想境界,丰富精神生活,没有诗,总感觉缺了什么。从这些人对艺术作品,如一幅画、一部电影的最高褒奖——充满“诗意”,便可见一斑。于是,我将自己近年读诗的心得体会略一总结,下诸笔端,便有了这篇或许会遭人争议乃至非议的——“不品诗无以言”!
孔老夫子的“学诗”大概有两个涵义:“读”与“品”,“读诗”不必赘述,眼观口出。吟诗成调,激情到时摇头摆尾,哼哼唧唧。然而,若对一首诗只读不品,似乎有“暴殄天物”之嫌。因为忽略了它的灵魂、精髓)再好的诗,也不过是一堆由方块字排列组合而成的代码,于历史、于社会、于自己都毫无益处,是故,“品诗”才是行家里手对诗的正确态度。
如何品诗?品诗的什么?我认为,品诗,应该从两个部分着手:
第一, 要从整体上把握诗歌的“主题”,即“志”。
尚书•尧典》有“诗言志,歌以咏,声依永,律和声。八音克谐,无相夺伦,神人以和。”其中的“诗言志”,无疑道出了一个真理:任何一首诗,都非凭空而来,虚渺无物的。它们是诗人心灵冲动的映射。于是,诗人生活的历史背景、诗人的世界观、人生观、人格、性情、诗人写该诗时的心情,便对于真正正确把握诗之“志”,至关重要。不同的诗人在不同的历史条件、社会条件夏,抒发的“志”不尽相同,因此,诗之“志”也是区别此诗与彼诗、诗的“好”与“坏”的工具,而大体上说,诗人的“志”基本上可以分为:谈历史,数风流人物,论六朝得失;谈社会,针砭时弊,颂扬繁荣;谈“美”,对自然之灵秀,对人物之艳丽;谈“情”,对友人之真挚,对亲人之思念;谈自己,抒凌云之志,叹怀才不遇,哀老之将至……把握人物的“真性情”,才能拨开迷雾般的诗的境界,也就迈出了通向“品诗”道路的第一步。
而有时诗者言志,不全若辛弃疾般的直抒胸臆,狂放豪迈,有的情景相生,有的借景抒情,有的用“比”用“兴”……于是,我们来看“诗”就不能不提到杜甫的《旅夜书怀

细草微风岸,危樯独夜舟。
星垂平野阔,月涌大江流。
名岂文章著,官应老病休。
飘飘何所似,天地一沙鸥。
 
 
     我们已经习惯于看杜甫的这种格调的文章,这便是基于我们对诗人人生经历的熟知基础上。无疑,诗中透漏出的“人如鸥,辗转江湖,老病无医,孤苦伤感”的“志”,让人久久不能心平。表现这一志,作者并非直言,而是用景言情。“细草、微风、江岸、危樯、小舟、星辰、月光、平野、大江”其景可谓壮矣。转而细细品味,在这样一幅“月高星稀、江河滔滔”的图画中,诗人却“独客孤舟”,百无聊赖的孑然一身,怎能不让人觉得沉郁与悲伤?此意一出,诗人的情感便难自抑、宣泄而出——却用反语:“名岂文章著,官应老病休”,短短几个字,道出了时运之艰!诗人进而以孤鸥自喻,飘忽天地间,苍凉之感,溢于言表。
同样是写景抒怀,为何我们在杜诗中找不到“荆溪白石出,天寒红叶稀。山路元无雨,空翠湿人衣。”(王维《山中》)这样惬意、静谧的感觉呢?这自然与杜甫所处的时代背景有关,虽然他也写了一些山水诗,但即使写岳阳楼,他也要“亲朋无一字,老病有孤舟。戎马关山北,凭轩涕泗流。”充满乐心碎与愤懑。可见,了解作者的背景甚至当时当地的风俗,对于品好诗,更准确的说是把握“志”,是很重要的
       第二,便是品诗的更进一步:研究诗歌中具体的用典、炼字、韵味、色彩、动静乃至意境、章法、押韵等,由于本人在这方面的资力太浅,更谈不上什么“造诣”,所以不敢妄下措辞,仅以自己的切身体会谈一些看法:
在用典上,自然是年代越近越有优势,而本人认为,较之后世文人墨客,唐诗、宋词在这方面更胜一筹,他们善于用典却不泛滥,对古人品头论足却不张狂;且若引用在隐藏之处很难发觉,令人觉得似乎有一种力量冥冥敲打着你的心扉却不知为何物。因此,在品诗时,若发现按通常意义理不顺,讲不通的地方,就要放下身份,去查证是否是典故。倘若真是,往往一切疑惑就化解于无形了。至于诗歌的意境,主要有雄浑、旷达、豪放、劲健、绮丽、自然清新、清奇空灵、典雅清幽、悲慨感伤、超脱朦胧等。
下面以杜甫的《咏怀古迹》为例说明用典及意境:“群山万壑赴荆门,生长明妃尚有村。一去紫台连朔漠,独留青冢向黄昏,画图省识春风面,环佩空归月夜魂。千载琵琶作胡语,分明怨恨曲中论。”其实,整首诗处处引用“昭君远嫁单于”这一典故,并以此浸融着人间情爱恩怨、权利争斗、战争和平、境界深远,绚丽凄凉,情韵凄美,幽怨绵长。
诗的章法结构,便是我们熟知的“起承转合”。这四字随简洁明了,其内容却极为浩大,诗的平仄押韵,尤其世律诗,更为讲究。由于文章长度所限,不再多说。
品诗,如品一壶浓茶,掬一口,是香是醇已了然于胸,然而,若就此搁下,却为憾事。因为若静下心来反复品玩,会惊异于它的浓郁虽散,更留下浓香一抹。再掬一口,自会沿着淡香掠过的痕迹找到源头:是何品种,产于何地,有何特色……,久而久之,你也成为品茶高手。
因此,为突出诗与品诗之重要,并为本文作结,特作“归诗”一首,虽然或许根本不能称得上是诗,然心至诚:希望更多的人爱诗、读诗、品诗:


      昔时人已去,今日水自流。
     怎堪虞亦诈,争奈觞无情。
     云飘终需散,万乐转头空。
     为得性情驻,反首觅少陵。


 
Facility星夜私语 @ 2004-07-24 01:50

     今天看到一个问题:爱情需要怎样才能长久保鲜?很让人感动又值得思考的问题。
     想了一个不知道是否恰当的比喻: 
     爱情就像一壶水,一直的大火,固然可以让水保持沸腾,但是,很短的时间,水就将蒸发为空气,只留下壶底的一些尘垢,是伤口?还是纪念?
     太小的火,水就永远不会开,这样,便谈不上是爱情……
     于是,觉得,爱情应该是不氲不火的烧一壶水,慢慢的品尝个中滋味,让水慢慢的开,并用适当的火,将水保温……
     或许,火的大小真的很难把握,于是,世界上,长久的爱情总是那么让人羡慕……